heyy
so many things have happened,
and i'm so thankful for what i have now.
i really will treasure everything i have now,
i'm really afraid to lose any more than i have.
my eyes are so tired from crying,
and they're all puffy and ugly..
oh well. crying does make everything feel better. :)
thanks so much to those who are here for me, you know who you are hopefully..
and i thank you from the bottom of my heart.
i'm learning to be the best i can be, i just hope you can forgive me for what i've done.
i know i'm not perfect, i hope you understand that all i've done is because i'm afraid to lose you.
i really wish we could go back, and i know what to do.. just to make sure that i don't say or do anything stupid again.
all i have now are regrets, and hopefully, i won't repeat them again cos i'm trying as hard as i can.
i love you, really i do. and i don't wanna lose another friend.
love, rachel
